This makes me happy.

Have you ever been sad? No I am not kidding, I genuinely want to know if you have been sad. The kind of sad which dragged you in a dark dark room where nothing came inside and ate you up. The kind of sadness that makes you feel less of a person that you really are, the kind which makes you question your sanity and your existence. Have you felt that?

Who am I kidding, I know you have felt it. I have felt it too, as long as I can remember. If you are anything like me you might be wondering where is it going? When will it end? And after struggling through this feeling one day you will give up to this feeling and just let it be there. It will create a wound that no one will get and you will be used to see and feel that wound all day, everyday.

Have you seen Harry Potter and Prisoner of Azkaban? Can you remember the part where Professor Lupin told Harry? To create the most powerful spell of ‘Patronus Charm’ you have to have a memory, a strong beautiful memory which makes you feel happy. That will help you to your defense against the Azkaban guards.

Can you see what the author did here? I can’t but I assume she meant we can defend our darkest sadness by the most powerful happy memory.

The day I met the man who now is my love is the strongest happiest memory of mine. Whenever I feel sad, or feel the worst, I close my eyes and think of the day when we casually met and he smiled at me. We weren’t even closed back then.

What is your happiest memory to fight against Azkaban Guards?

What I do to my hair!!!

I have been loving this combination for last 3 months or so. This is the mixture of henna powder, honey and lemon. occasionally I add a little sour yogurt too. This paste have been helping me a lot since I really like silky smooth hair. It is not helping me to grow my hair longer, not so much but that's okay. I mainly using it to make my hair smoother, more like a conditioner. In most of the cases, I do use tea liquor with lemon juice to get more shine to the hair.

I always get complement on my hair and since I have created this page to let you all know about the things I am doing with my life, I thought you should know it too.

If you are a job holder like I was and you do have energy to do something after you come home, you can use it every 3rd day (I use it every other day). And if you feel 'meh' about it, use it on weekends. Just pack this on hair and let it dry for 1.5 hours and rinse it with normal temperature water and don't use any shampoo.

One more thing that is always on my hair care routine, a mixture of different oils. I use oil by 'Rapunzel's secrete' and mix it with sesame oil, almond oil and castor oil. this really helps me to grow my hair longer and let it be darker. if you are more into colored hair, you can avoid sesame oil. The ratio is simple. I take same amount of every oils (mainly depends on the length and thickness of your hair. Feel free to add or reduce the amount accordingly).

I hope this would help you a lot!! Do share your hair care routine and let me know if you have any suggestion.

XOXO